Bianca. 20 years.This blog will follow my journey to lose weight. I will post random stuff sometimes as well. Please follow :)
SW:235
CW: I haven't weight myself in months but I think its about 190.
GW:180
UGW:150
Height: 5'6"
she will be FIT
'A shy girl's journey to becoming healthy and fit
My skype conversation tonight <3
- Him: Alright, baby, I'm going to sleep now.
- Me: Okay good night.
- Him: You want me to kiss you goodnight?
- Me: I wish.
- Him: (making kissy noises into his mic) Kisses for you. On your forehead, on your nose, on your cheeks, on your eyes, on your lips. Good night.
- Me: (DEAD)
I guess actions speak louder than words. I said I wouldn’t fall again, not even for a day, but I did. I’m pretty sure I just binged. :(
I tend to overeat when I’m sad, and today has been one of the most upsetting days in a while.
Not that that excuses it, at all. I should still have self control, but I didn’t.
:(
What I made myself for dinner :9
So after having had a few bad days in a row last week, it feels good to be back on track. My workouts have been great and I’ve been eating right. I will not let myself fall, not even for one day.
I’m so tired of my weight.
Since losing 30+ lbs so far I’ve been feeling great, more confident, happier, but I know that if I keep pushing myself in 3 months I can do like 30 more lbs, and I’m gonna feel even better.
I do plan on losing way more weight, but I really want to do at least 30lb more before I start school again.
My sister started the 30ds and I was too lazy to do the first two days but I’ve decided to leave my laziness and start with her tomorrow! I mean I’ve still been working out, with my jog, but I’ve heard great things about the 30ds!
My mom and my sister ordered corsets for themselves today, and I am jealous! Haha. I will get one in maybe 3 weeks, so hopefullly by then I have lost more weight so that it looks good on me :P
Bummer, well enjoy your skype flirtatious haha
Yes its definitely a bummer! Very heart breaking :( but yes, i will keep enjoying it haha.
Marry him
If he weren’t so far away :P haha He moved away, I’ll actually probably never see him again. We’re being dumb and keeping in touch still. This was through skype.
